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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Okay a quickie. I needa leave in 20 minutes to catch the train. Gonna go down to SP to meet baby. :]

Hm I forgot to mention in yesterday's post that I met my long lost BUDDY at the interchange. :D:D:D Buddy gave me a hug & her smile was just as heartwarming as before. [: You made my day la, buddy. :) I've missed you so much! It was nice seeing you there. Still as orangey as before.!(: We'll hang out soon. Hopefully I'll see you @ SP today! :D eheheh.

So I'm gonna meet baby & we're going gai-gai. I haven't said that in awhile. =
Baby I'm fucking sorry about last night. I should have told you earlier & I shouldn't have kept it from you for this long. I'm sorry. I just didn't wanna affect you further but no, it affected you even further. I see we're both trying. I always thought I'm the dominent one, always thought that I'm the one whose been trying fucking hard but no one sees it, always thought that you never care, you never bother how much I love you, how much I wanna be with you. But no, I see it now. I do baby, really. I'm sorry. I should have been more understanding. I didn't mean to make you cry, I didn't mean to doubt you. You know me, I'm that sort whose so gullible, whose so paranoid. I can't help thinking so much about losing you.

Your words made me cry harder than before 'cos now I know, you wanted to rush work not because you needed to rest. I know what kept you going on throughout the fucking tiring day @ school. I know why even after stand for four hours at the airport transit area, feeling fucking drained & tired but when you get home, you still make an effort to ring me up. I know why you're crying when I expressed my feelings to you. It was all because of me.

Baby we're both afraid of losing each other. I assure you, you're not gonna lose me. & I hope I won't lose you too. I don't wanna lose you to SP. I don't want you to lose me to someone else who shower me with more attention. Baby, I only want you & no one else.

I hate the feeling of losing you.
I don't want to.
I love you baby.

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I'm out everyone. Luck to all thoe having papers today. I'll be back with more, I guess. Later on in the night? (:
Love!


10:40 AM
Mend this broken thing./
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